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Oh Dear Agony
Oh Agony, why won't you set me free?
Oh Agony, leave my heart a tomb.
Let these lungs run foul,
let my breath run out.
Dear Agony, why must I live this way?
Why must I feel this pain?
Oh dear Agony, let the rain wash away all these memories,
let the lightning strike a flame,
let it all burn away on this forsaken pyre of pure desire.
Where dead emotions rest,
let the embers slowly die
push the ashes back on stage.
Dear Agony, all I need is you to leave.
Dear Agony, all I want is for you to be gone.
Oh Agony has become my God.
Let me shiver and cry, let me just be alone and die.
No, no more.
It's not worth it.
It's not working.
So scream if you want to,
shout if you need it.
Just let it go.
Take it out on me!
Fight me! Hit me, punch me, strike me!
Jump for it, kill me! let it all out on me!
Let this rage pulsate inside of me!
Unleash the storm, the winds, the waves!
Just let it go oh dear agony!
I will not take it anymore!
You dare mess with me, you dare pick a fight with me!
Oh dear Ago
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Simply Death
Simply Death isn't so daunting to me.
If anything I'd love to meet thee.
Oh the stories it could tell.
All the people it met and all the things it has seen.
To put it simply,
I don't fear death.
If anything I find it comforting.
To rest in infinity sounds rather peaceful to me.
Cold?
Maybe, I wouldn't know.
Painful?
It's a possibility.
The truth however can be so much more.
Death it seems, to be a door or a guide.
An entity in which leads us to the other side.
What's the other side?
Oh to cross the bridge.
The desert, the plain.
To truly see the universe in a blink of an eye.
To contemplate one's own purpose in life.
To meet Death at the end.
Maybe it will give me wise words indeed.
To let me know if my seeds has grown or if I rippled the eternal sky.
An old friend, definitely.
What a friend indeed, to accompany me.
Death has no sting,
as he requires no sacrifice or takes what is not owed.
Everything has a time, everything must go.
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Love: a simple definition
I fell in love before.
I fell in love plenty of times from the most simple of days,
to a lovely pair of eyes and even for someones legs.
To fall for something or someone doesn't take decades or minutes.
To fall is but just a second, a measure of time that is only of human design.
Truly such moments are infinite in the scope of Heavenly composition.
She did have rather nice smooth tan skin,
upon which no doubt many men have been brought down by such an outline.
Love on a mortal scale,
is a trickle concept to be imagined in the minds of mortal men.
Love in which is incomprehensible to the conscious and even to the dreams of humanity,
is the love I find in Him.
His love is so compellingly rich and gracefully authoritative in which,
I a grave sinner of depraved indecency and graceless iniquitous disobedience,
is humbled by the act of true sacrifice and fulfilling promise of freedom and inclusion
of his divinity and graceful fulfillment and contentment.
When I gaze on lightning and hear the
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Hey, hey Captain Jack
Hey, hey Captain Jack
Meet me down by the railroad track
Put a rifle in my hand
I'm gonna be a shootin' man
A shootin' man
The best I can
For Uncle Sam
Hey, hey Captain Jack
Meet me down by the railroad track
Put a knife in my hand
I'm gonna be a cuttin' man
A cuttin' man
A shootin' man
The best I can
For Uncle Sam
Hey, hey Captain Jack
Meet me down by the railroad track
Put a grenade in my hand
I'm gonna be a killin' man
A killin' man
A cuttin' man
A shootin' man
The best I can
For Uncle Sam
Hey, hey Captain Jack
Meet me down by the railroad track
Put a bottle in my hand
I'm gonna be a drinkin' man
A drinkin' man
A killin' man
A cuttin' man
A shootin' man
The best I can
For Uncle Sam
Hey, hey Captain Jack
Meet me down by the railroad track
Put a Bible in my hand
I'm gonna be a holy man
A holy man
A drinkin' man
A killin' man
A cuttin' man
A shootin' man
The best I can
For Uncle Sam
Hey, hey Captain Jack
Meet me down by the railroad track
Put a coffin in my hand
I'm gonna be a grieving
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Sengoku Era: Oda Nobunaga
Even along the broken road,
full of mangled corpses and broken swords,
crows would laugh like old crones to be sure.
In this age of warfare and famine.
Seems nearly like if all four horsemen,
has gathered to began decimation.
However naught in these past centuries.
I will ensure peace amongst all these,
turbulent resentful populace in which we call parochial.
We must have accord and unity once more.
Even if I must spill the blood of a thousand more.
For even peace comes at a price, dripping slow.
However let this not come to pass and let us all gather,
and began reforms and restore Japan's unity like long ago.
I'm tired of war and suffering and witnessing the burnings of homes.
Let us follow in peace and economic prosperity with the world,
for if we open to new ideas and allow progress to fully show.
We can become like a flower in bloom.
Our wealth will progress and our children shall carry our boons.
No more classes or division for we all are created with the same
divinity. Reformatio
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Humility
Strength,
boundless and unwavering.
Only known by the few and the proud.
Ripping through challenges.
Striking down provocation.
Daring to surpass in defiance.
However in strength,
through prideful arrogance,
we eventually tumble and fall.
Even a lion can decline and degrade into depraved inequity.
An eagle may soar through the heavens,
but will never reach the stars.
As a man will climb peaks,
however must gravitate to the depression in the earth.
Then does an individual discover humility.
Humility pierces the soul's cloak,
and reveals the essence of thy providence.
In humility do we find truth.
Truth in which encompasses all beings.
Even He who surpasses all matters and proceedings,
declares a certain honesty and alacrity for the lives
that we hold so dearly.
In strength, holds arrogance.
In weakness, holds humility.
In arrogance we do harm unto others.
In humility He holds Salvation for the whole.
Grace so faithfully given,
to those who would wield it so insolently.
Thankless and una
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O' Fly, great Dragon rider
Whether a dragon’s fire,
Or your soul flames.
Lights up the world
In passionate fiery blaze.
He created a world
Full of danger and sorrowful pain.
However he also created you,
To be a light with your flames.
For if you follow your hearts delight
And God’s planned destiny,
You will soar higher
And maybe even reach serenity.
For it is beautiful and divine
To live a life not by existing
But fully, fiery and exciting
Flying virtuously in the sun’s light.
So mount your own dragon,
And light up the world
With your fiery dreams.
For even the Lord
Delights in impossibilities
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I am a king
I am a king,
But that does not make me wise.
I am a king,
But that does not make me strong.
I am a king,
But that does not make me great.
I am a king,
Yet I do not command the waves nor wind.
I am a king,
Yet I cannot prophesize nor predict the incoming storms.
I am a man,
Under God’s guidance and grace,
I am humbled by my own mistakes.
By God’s virtue,
I understand my own limitations and imperfections.
By God’s glory however,
I command legions and his people.
By God’s power,
I bring fire and judgment onto his enemies.
By God’s mercy,
I forgive those who crossed me.
I am a king,
Not for glory or power or any gain for me.
I am a king,
Who only seeks the glory and the heart of the one true King.
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View from an upside window.
Happiness is seldom felt currently.
Until the source is gone from reality.
We then realize our mistakes made.
As everything fades.
The King does not send his Knight into darkness alone.
He created me with integrity but honor rarely seen.
My loyal friends do not condone.
His judgment is yet to be deemed.
Pain comes and goes however.
I remember some memories specifically.
Echoes of the past.
Ghosts haunt my dreams.
I must remain faithful.
Loyal to the Word.
Keeper of the Light.
I am his brush.
His Sword.
But just a stroke.
To take and give.
How red, is my soul?
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A Normal man's ramble
Some men want to die.
Oh how they're tire of watching.
Watching the world burn.
Burning, gasping, struggling.
For naught but some entity gain?
Entertainment or experimentation?
Do we even struggle with our own cosmic destiny?
What's the point if the ending is forever the same?
For the initial belief of burning rage or everlasting fame.
For naught but darkness that ceases everything unto eternity.
But my world, so fragile, so small, finite yet infinite as sand crystals upon the shore.
With a tap of my finger unto another soul, will I do harm or strike upon gold?
To be damaged or watch damage goods walk past on by.
Some men just to die. As the world burns all around. Well I.
I just want to burn the world.
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Love is but a friendship on fire.
Laughter is what fills my heart with peace.
Laughter is the sound in which I yearn from her.
Laughter is beautiful to hear and seek.
For it is her smile in which makes me feel at ease.
The way in which she gracefully stumbles.
How awkward and lovely the way she speaks!
The smiles she makes, full on bright teeth and no shame within her face.
Her eyes sparkle as we both fight and argue.
Love may be a friendship whose sails has been caught on fire.
This fiery hearth may set the hull a blazed.
But God willing, do not douse out these flames.
For it is simple beauty like hers that just inspires.
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Revelations
Oh burning rage!
Inside keeps crippling pain.
The candle is about to go.
Darkness is all I ever wanted to know.
Flickering, uttering, shaping.
Melting slowly but surly.
Slow, scraping, aching.
The pain of loneliness, depression, and will.
A will to live.
A will to die.
Which one have I chosen?
Which one had I choose to lie?
Remember once, long ago.
A boy loved a girl.
A girl loved a boy.
Never more.
Empty as a grave.
No longer full of warmth.
A fake fire burns.
Smoldering embers of true pain, full of rage.
Storm, lighting, wind howling.
strike me now.
flashes of life, flashes of pain.
flashes to show the rain.
Douse out this burning rage.
Redemption I want, redemption I need.
Revelations upon a stormy coast.
Carry me, oh lord of the Holy Ghost.
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Grey Warden Mage
As I face off against this blight.
These monsters hiding from the light,
I focus on this spell in my hand.
I am ready for my last stand.
The fiery flame burns forth against the darkening wave.
I wield my double blade stave.
I cast jinxes and curses against my never ending foe.
If only I had to time to actually think about my woes.
For a Grey Warden only know his duties,
To only stop these calamities.
Although I may never have a family.
This is what I do naturally.
Even as I let them surround me.
It’ll all just turn into a killing spree.
And when they all try to flee,
I will turn this ground into the red sea.
Flames dance on top of my finger tips.
I cast spells out of my grim lips.
The winds whirl around my stance.
I fight in this never ending dance.
I refuse to be confine.
Even for all of mankind,
I will not bow or be inclined,
For I belong on the battle lines.
I summon a demon to do my bidding.
I am willing to lose my humanity.
To delve into the world of insanity,
My time is tic
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An edge
Let me live!
Let me die!
Let me choose my own life!
Oh Lord, my love, by knife!
By the cross may I die.
By freedom may I lie.
Even if I lose it all.
There's honor in a glorious fall.
I came back to nothing.
I feel like I'm fading.
Maybe I am crying?
Why aren't I angry?
She left me for good.
I still hope..
If she could..
How can I cope?
I went through Hell.
Now I'm just here.
Signal the Liberty Bell!
This is my war.
These are my fears.
Will I end up alone?
We made love on a stone..
Now I've ended up in the unknown.
I feel like I've been overthrown.
What I truly hate though.
Is not being truly free.
Forever I'm haunted by others choices.
What is there for them to see!
I sit here and I type.
I sit here and I think.
What's left of my time.
Here I am on the brink.
Brink of madness.
Brink of order.
I feel no malice.
Just a panic disorder.
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The Cold battlefield
Within a silent winter valley,
Freezing alongside quiet wooden villages.
Close I feel the warm fire song.
Cackling and singing alongside the drum of my soul.
Close and distant and high and slow,
For in the sky I listen,
The low Earth I forego.
Hateful to my enemies, swords surely to break.
Warriors journeying, all sailing across the frozen lake.
North and South upon hills remembered.
Stand the heroic men of old legends.
Brave men who are alive and well.
All now left as myths for Ages.
Close I hear the smashing of shields,
A hunting horn calls me closer still.
The Howling of terrible War thunders low.
Men had shaped me, I shall fall.
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Of all the places I could be
Of all the things that I could see
Of all the feelings I could choose
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With all the ways this could go wrong
With all the exits having come and gone
With all the shit you've put me through
I just wanna lay right here with you
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What Certain People of Tumblr Don't Understand
There is literally nothing wrong with being cis,
your very existence does not make you transphobic.
You are not an oppressor by default,
do not blame yourself for someone else’s transphobia,
because it’s not your fault.  
Racism isn’t restricted to just whites.
Anyone can be a racist,
you need only express a prejudice.
Sexism is practically the same,
no matter the gender,
it goes both ways.
Mental illness is not some fad,
it’s not something to be tossed around so freely,
like some badge.
It’s not something you can self-diagnose you have,
therefore using it as an excuse to act like an ass.
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And the world associates mental illness
with your disgusting tendencies.
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    Well it's been a while since I posted a journal of anything. I am now twenty years old, and life certainly held twists for me. I'm now a reborn Christian, my faith has been tested, checked and whipped to a certain degree. beforehand, before the Army and my injuries I didn't know the Lord nor his hopes for me. 
    I got injured during training, 11B, I have stress fractures in my knees and it's even difficult for me to walk up stairs without feeling some form of pain or discomfort. I've been writing a lot more, of my stresses and struggles and views of life and death. To be determined that I wish for something more, to serve in a way more capable because I refuse to believe that the Lord took me out just for me to do nothing. Yet again who am I to question the Lord's sovereignty. It takes a Godly mind to comprehend such an infinite scope of time and so like most I'm left confused and wondering however I must remain in faith of the Lord's work for me. 
    I still miss it sometimes. Though I'm currently at Indiana Wesleyan University going for a major in International Relations. I hope to serve more than just a peacekeeper and more of a peace maker. To still serve on military matters and affairs however not on the ground but in administrative positions and seats of power. To make a christian difference in a indifferent world. 
    My heart's been broken, my hope shattered and my resolved bent yet when I heard the Lord spoke to me on the forgiveness of my sins I heard "I've had already forgiven you, you must forgive yourself." and I knew I must move forward and keep trucking onward or else all I know would be darkness and wallowing in self-pity. 
    I miss the hold of a caring women or the kiss of a lover's lips yet here I stand unspoken for and unwilling to kneel to another's hand. I recognize that the time isn't right and the moment has passed by. Love for a partner is not to be found here or anywhere near and I feel as the Lord once said to Caleb, to "wait and see". 
    So that is me and my life and I hope yours have gone better. I hope you all will find your own happiness and pleasures and fulfill that ambitious dream of yours that makes even the most petite individual shine the brightest of lights. Please have a good restful night. 
Oh Agony, why won't you set me free?
Oh Agony, leave my heart a tomb.
Let these lungs run foul,
let my breath run out.

Dear Agony, why must I live this way?
Why must I feel this pain?
Oh dear Agony, let the rain wash away all these memories,
let the lightning strike a flame,
let it all burn away on this forsaken pyre of pure desire.
Where dead emotions rest,
let the embers slowly die
push the ashes back on stage.

Dear Agony, all I need is you to leave.
Dear Agony, all I want is for you to be gone.
Oh Agony has become my God.
Let me shiver and cry, let me just be alone and die.

No, no more.
It's not worth it.
It's not working.
So scream if you want to,
shout if you need it.
Just let it go.
Take it out on me!

Fight me! Hit me, punch me, strike me!
Jump for it, kill me! let it all out on me!
Let this rage pulsate inside of me!
Unleash the storm, the winds, the waves!
Just let it go oh dear agony!
I will not take it anymore!

You dare mess with me, you dare pick a fight with me!
Oh dear Agony slice, dice, cut into me!
I will not scream.
I will not show no pain no worries no traits of ptsd.
I'll show you how much weight I can carry on these shoulders.
How much of a fuck I can give.
You leave me no choice oh agony.
I will kill you before you can kill me.
Simply Death isn't so daunting to me.
If anything I'd love to meet thee.
Oh the stories it could tell.
All the people it met and all the things it has seen.

To put it simply,
I don't fear death.
If anything I find it comforting.
To rest in infinity sounds rather peaceful to me.

Cold?
Maybe, I wouldn't know.
Painful?
It's a possibility.

The truth however can be so much more.
Death it seems, to be a door or a guide.
An entity in which leads us to the other side.
What's the other side?

Oh to cross the bridge.
The desert, the plain.
To truly see the universe in a blink of an eye.
To contemplate one's own purpose in life.

To meet Death at the end.
Maybe it will give me wise words indeed.
To let me know if my seeds has grown or if I rippled the eternal sky.
An old friend, definitely.

What a friend indeed, to accompany me.
Death has no sting,
as he requires no sacrifice or takes what is not owed.
Everything has a time, everything must go.
Simply Death
Death is a timeless topic and subject which I find limitless curiosity and joy in studying. 
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I fell in love before.
I fell in love plenty of times from the most simple of days,
to a lovely pair of eyes and even for someones legs.
To fall for something or someone doesn't take decades or minutes.
To fall is but just a second, a measure of time that is only of human design.
Truly such moments are infinite in the scope of Heavenly composition.
She did have rather nice smooth tan skin,
upon which no doubt many men have been brought down by such an outline.

Love on a mortal scale,
is a trickle concept to be imagined in the minds of mortal men.
Love in which is incomprehensible to the conscious and even to the dreams of humanity,
is the love I find in Him.

His love is so compellingly rich and gracefully authoritative in which,
I a grave sinner of depraved indecency and graceless iniquitous disobedience,
is humbled by the act of true sacrifice and fulfilling promise of freedom and inclusion
of his divinity and graceful fulfillment and contentment.

When I gaze on lightning and hear the roar of thunder, I love the world.
When I hide my eyes from the sun's light and seek shade from the rays, I love the world.
However when I pray, and truly see and feel the divine touch and the miracles of his work and actions, do I truly love the Lord.
"Blessed are those truly, who do not see but still believe in me."

I have my doubts, my sins and my faults.
I repeatedly fell and sometimes wanting to give up and give in.
However I found that in the end He is there to pick me back up again.
Love is devotion, Love is humility, Love is temperance, and Love is caring.

Such a humble word that is, truly "caring", to be found wanting.
People come and go but He is eternal in His own family, he is our creator, our father, our mother, Lion and Lamb.
Thank God, thank you Lord, no doubt you heard this many times before.

May I keep moving forward and fulfill your revelations and divinities as I live on this beautiful planet which we call Earth
and can't help but keep falling in love in all of your creation. I've been found wanted and only wanting your heart, my King and kind friend.
Thank you again. Truly such a gift, no words can express the kindness found in your sacrifice.
Love: a simple definition
Another spoken word towards Christ. Who knows I may continue to do more, or do something different. But I feel that it's appropriate to do such things as this to truly honor him. 
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Hey, hey Captain Jack
Meet me down by the railroad track
Put a rifle in my hand
I'm gonna be a shootin' man
A shootin' man
The best I can
For Uncle Sam

Hey, hey Captain Jack
Meet me down by the railroad track
Put a knife in my hand
I'm gonna be a cuttin' man
A cuttin' man
A shootin' man
The best I can
For Uncle Sam

Hey, hey Captain Jack
Meet me down by the railroad track
Put a grenade in my hand
I'm gonna be a killin' man
A killin' man
A cuttin' man
A shootin' man
The best I can
For Uncle Sam

Hey, hey Captain Jack
Meet me down by the railroad track
Put a bottle in my hand
I'm gonna be a drinkin' man
A drinkin' man
A killin' man
A cuttin' man
A shootin' man
The best I can
For Uncle Sam

Hey, hey Captain Jack
Meet me down by the railroad track
Put a Bible in my hand
I'm gonna be a holy man
A holy man
A drinkin' man
A killin' man
A cuttin' man
A shootin' man
The best I can
For Uncle Sam

Hey, hey Captain Jack
Meet me down by the railroad track
Put a coffin in my hand
I'm gonna be a grieving man
A grieving man
A holy man
A drinkin' man
A killin' man
A cuttin' man
A shootin' man
The best I can
Not just for Uncle Sam

Re up you're crazy
Am I so crazy?
Re up you're outta your mind
Am I truly?

Hey Hey Captain Jack
Shall we meet down by the railroad tracks?
Put a pistol in my hand
I'm gonna be a dyin man
A dyin man
A grieving man
A holy man
A drinkin' man
A killin' man
A cuttin' man
A shootin' man
A dead man
It's the best I am
Not for Uncle Sam

Hey hey Captain Jack
Meet me down by the railroad tracks
Put a flag in my hand
I'm gonna be a soaring man
A soaring man
The best I can
Not just for Uncle Sam
Hey, hey Captain Jack
This is a Army cadence I was so use to hearing, however I changed it a bit, near the end, it certainly reflects a certain veteran's perspective.. Depends on how you feel anyway, this isn't for me, but for those who may understand, truly. The perseverance and cost of those who served and lost something more than just their lives. 
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    Well it's been a while since I posted a journal of anything. I am now twenty years old, and life certainly held twists for me. I'm now a reborn Christian, my faith has been tested, checked and whipped to a certain degree. beforehand, before the Army and my injuries I didn't know the Lord nor his hopes for me. 
    I got injured during training, 11B, I have stress fractures in my knees and it's even difficult for me to walk up stairs without feeling some form of pain or discomfort. I've been writing a lot more, of my stresses and struggles and views of life and death. To be determined that I wish for something more, to serve in a way more capable because I refuse to believe that the Lord took me out just for me to do nothing. Yet again who am I to question the Lord's sovereignty. It takes a Godly mind to comprehend such an infinite scope of time and so like most I'm left confused and wondering however I must remain in faith of the Lord's work for me. 
    I still miss it sometimes. Though I'm currently at Indiana Wesleyan University going for a major in International Relations. I hope to serve more than just a peacekeeper and more of a peace maker. To still serve on military matters and affairs however not on the ground but in administrative positions and seats of power. To make a christian difference in a indifferent world. 
    My heart's been broken, my hope shattered and my resolved bent yet when I heard the Lord spoke to me on the forgiveness of my sins I heard "I've had already forgiven you, you must forgive yourself." and I knew I must move forward and keep trucking onward or else all I know would be darkness and wallowing in self-pity. 
    I miss the hold of a caring women or the kiss of a lover's lips yet here I stand unspoken for and unwilling to kneel to another's hand. I recognize that the time isn't right and the moment has passed by. Love for a partner is not to be found here or anywhere near and I feel as the Lord once said to Caleb, to "wait and see". 
    So that is me and my life and I hope yours have gone better. I hope you all will find your own happiness and pleasures and fulfill that ambitious dream of yours that makes even the most petite individual shine the brightest of lights. Please have a good restful night. 

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